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what am i doing even writing this post? the blogger god will surely punish me .i have to get out some where if i don't I'll surely pop?

lately i feel like my sexuality is endangered. there is a hot burning passion inside me. and i dunno what to do with it. i can't be overtly sexual. society looks down upon it. females don't even realize it. maybe I'm just fed up. I've always been deemed a slut because i like sex. i absolutely hate that. maybe
I'm just not normal.
maybe
I'm the one with the problem?
if i look around me and all i see is plenty of females living and thriving on not being sexual and all have i not evolved has a human being?

yesterday i saw a youtube clip about women that take birth control don't like having sex. or it lowers their want to have sex and they consider it a chore.

then a thought about that one movie where the human race becomes sterile. birth control ? nah. I'm obsessing and digressing.

so what if i say pervert comments from time to time? can females even be perverted? I'm letting my mind run. see were it take me. like a free write. suppressing suppressing when is it OK for a female to be sexual then? what if the women doesn't have a regular boyfriend? oh society you are full of shit.